have a big sister
Through sensing,
beeing with, listening inward
we gain knowledge
and location in ourselves.
We learn about us. Through us.
We learn through us. About us.
So much that is unconscious,
what we don't see.
But what sees us - - how we
unhappily,
act.
Paths and patterns, that us …
That are too narrow for our thinking,
Our laughter
Our horror
Our longing
Our actions.
Hidden there.
In you.
Lives the question:
Is this it?
What I really want?
Is there really?
Only that
?
?
?
?
?
?
Heaviness.
Do you feel that too?
Breath. Taking.
Still. Hold.
-ing
Stay
- ing
there.
Heavi - ness.
Stay - ing the
—- re,
And holding,
Holding.
Like a sister.
Like a big sister.
Stay there.
And, hold.
Like a big sister.
The heaviness.